Hello everyone,
It's been a minute and I just want to pour my heart out to you all. I don't know how many people would see this. But I was on the breaking point and wanted to just give up. I have so much on my plate and it was getting so rough for me. I was fallen into depression, overwhelm crying in a world on my own. I had to fall on my knees today in my closet and give it to Jesus. I didn't have any fight left in me and I was breaking. I recently at the age 46 finish school May 1,2022 with my associate degree in Health and Human Service. I will be graduating from Ultimate Medical academy June 4,2022 in Tampa, Florida with an 3.95. That is so amazing to me because I went back and got another degree. The struggle was real working a full time 12 hour night job 7pm-7am. Going to school, working on my business and writing more books. Inspiring you all and trying to keep it all together. While the devil is fighting me so hard to make me give up. My family was attacking me and I was so overwhelmed. I was been pull here and there and fallen about. I was taking care of myself. I cried so much stop reading my Bible and really wasn't praying like I should. I had to go to the Dr got fluid on my left knee and I was in so much pain. But I made up my mind something got to give. I shall live and not die. They put me on medication and I am wearing a knee brace. The swollen has went down a lot and it really feels better. God is a healer. Today I just had tears running down my face. I know the devil was still attacking me. God had open up my spiritual eyes and he showed me something. I had to go into deep prayer. I closed all my door and went in my room and sit in my closet in the dark. I cried out to God and I gave it all to him. I can't do this without him. I had to get myself back together and I choose to live. I am an overcomer. But today I took my life back and I am victories. I took back everything the devil has stolen from me. It felt so good. Do you hear me? I will not let anything hinder me like that again. I am going to live for God. I will not give up. I am praying more and reading my Bible psalm 91 is amazing. But no matter what your facing today please give it all to God. Don't let that stay you out. God has so much instore for you. He loves you so much. Keep praying and trusting him. Read your Bible that will help you. Go and pray in your closet. I love that movie call war room. I am getting ready to watch it now and it's helping me. I am a child of the king. I am loved. I am special. I am amazing. I am a winner. I will make it and keep inspiring others. Thank you for taking the time to hear my testimony because I wanted to give up. But God had me cover so many people are praying for me and God gets the glory. I love you and the best is here. We are victorious. Be bless! Don't you give up. Don't you throw in the towel. God is love. I am feeling so much better right now. Thank you Jesus for it all. The struggle was real but I made it.
~Author Melissa L. Bryant~
